Showing posts from April, 2018

Not That Bad Essay

I have an essay coming out in Not That Bad and they posted it on The Guardian

The Measurements For Love

A heart’s radius of less than three feet at all times for forty-six and one half perfect hours.
It’s black rooms, black shirts, black couches, black skin and black cars.
It’s gin, green beans, Gerber daisies, Nebraska license plates, car songs, burgers and the jarring fresh scent of Eucalyptus.
It’s honesty and trust and laughter and fear.
It’s tremendous weight and chandelier quiet.
It’s the world slipping away or shrinking or both.
It’s being forcibly crowned, fight-wrestling with its gold and diamonds, then letting it sit on your head despite its uncomfortable press.
It’s relinquishing.
It’s not having enough gratitude.
It’s traversing the same paths so many times it becomes a Groundhog’s Day.
It’s heart-shaped Bougainvillea hanging onto concrete, shaped against dirt.
It’s them winning,
you winning,
then both of you