I’m not good at writing anymore. The words are gone. I can’t find them. Or am scared to. Or don’t want to. (But I want to…)
Words that are gone include, but are not limited to; diaphanous, vermiculated, wart, dusty, bygones, acceptance, camaraderie, enough, Jesus, popover, scumbag, tenuous, desperate, guy, space, art, fan, cat, umbrella, tumultuous, gravitas, honey, stacked, inside, balance, crumbs, death, gravity, basic, tomorrow, eat, heathen, stoic, besides, score, misogynist, echo, cardiogram, bandage, dog food, blister, toast, contain, adventure, shower, and, reckless, carriage, blast, fireplace, laser, disco, manhandle, tremble, scat, goober, winding, plate, underwear, candle, stain, yoga, malt, gray, pole, later, mindful, rewind, ladder, stage, condescend, wither, cluck, so, gym, toenail, waitress, lace, twisting, around, grind, blue, forever, kindness, ethics, hero, leaves, brushing, soaked, agony, guts, envelop, hurtful, deep, surround, earthly, tearful, ending, convenient, panda, saber, doorway, holy, relinquish, bottom, see, height, childhood, mercy, fail, still, among, restaurant, taxi, smooth, tilt, lose, waxy, scarred, scared, believe, urgency, duck, dizzy, searched, cave, bloodied, bandage, iron, vehicle, round, switch, gravy, enmesh, starving, billow, tan, just, picture, letter, lights, debut, skillet, smile, blueprint, curved, courtesy, better, slide, hug, mine, aloe, pick, stabbed, beneath, areola, canal, saxophone, theater, night, scraped, hairy, tits, sheath, armband, black, caress, hold, swath, lathe, underneath, nearing, woods, seaweed, doctor, fiancé, caveat, robust, unearth, beyond, scatter, buck, dove, hillock, swarthy, beer, gentle, son, chart, maker, skip, bleak, mother, internet, casualty, scored, edgy, iron, stealthy, worried, weak, tonnage, carton, deftly, understand, feeling, ridges, dusty, swirl, street, paint, furniture, rent, beachside, fishing, corrupt, pinching, skillet, restless, fatty, casino, remember, dancer, scorecard, best, decorative, garage, ozone, papa, follow, wrenched, spine, Tuesday, labor, divorce, mixed, destroy, combine, eaten, watching, endure, tidy, skipped, myopathy, until, for, among, understood, upon, circus, flail, drown, beast, evil, virgin, cunt, fuck, tits, meat, dick, cock, anus, fuck, cunt, cunt, cunt, fuck.
Sorry about that last part.
I miss all of the words.
please come back.
please come back.